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Delay (English Version) — Chapter five.

Finally, the fifth chapter, yay! I've made this post a month ago and I didn't have enough time to post it, but here I am. This story is almost at the end, I hope everybody like it. As always, I apologize in case you found a mistake, English is not my first language.
Comments will be loved!

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Pairing: Sakumoto.
Genre: Angst.
Length: Chaptered.
Rating: NC-17.
Disclaimer: They don't belong to me... as much as I want.
Summary: Sho and Jun had a relationship with ups and downs, but then, Sho betrayes Jun and his whole world crashes down when Jun had a car accident. Six months later, Sho wants to be with Jun again, but, can that be possible?
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The room was dark, the silence filled the room... we could only hear our somewhat agitated breath. Jun and I were kissing heatedly as we struggled to get rid of our clothes. As soon as I took off my shirt, Jun had done the same with his; I took the shirt from his hands and threw it to the floor, resting on it as I brushed my lips against his neck, slowly descending to his collarbone and finally stopping at his chest. I looked into his eyes before nibbling gently on one of his nipples, drawing a smile when I felt him shudder beneath me. He closed his eyes and pursed his lips, enjoying that as the most.
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I sighed and continued to lower my lips, gently stroking my tongue over his worked abdomen, despite his thinness, Jun's body hadn’t lost its strength and was now much more attractive. I nipped his navel gently before lowering the closure of his pants and unbuttoning them before taking them off. I looked back at him and held his gaze as he stroked his notorious erection over his underwear, Jun continued with his eyes closed, trying to hold back his moans, biting his lower lip.
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Seeing him so excited made me wish him even more, as if that were possible. I took his underwear down, feeling like an electric current flowing through my spine when I saw his powerful erection. Jun opened his eyes and leaned on his elbows, looking at me with some hesitation.
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“I had missed this too much.”  I whispered.
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“Me too.”  Confessed my ex-boyfriend in a hoarse voice.
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I leaned over his hardened cock and brushed my lips against the tip, listening to Jun sigh hard, I knew really well that was his weakness and that night I wanted to please him to the fullest, not because I felt indebted to him, but because I wanted to see him enjoy. I settled between his legs, taking his penis with one hand, giving him delicate caresses while sucking the tip carefully, but pressing lightly with my lips, listening to Jun moan without shame.
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I looked up to see him, and he was staring at me, biting his lower lip to contain another gasp. I returned to concentrate on mine and began to give him gentle suctions that made him shiver again under my mouth. Jun lay back on the bed, just letting himself do it and enjoying it, while I stroked his narrow hips with one hand, and with the other continued to shake that hot flesh between his legs, delighting me with the delicious chorus of groans that my lover gave me.
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I had missed him so bad.
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“Sho…” he moaned.  “Stop... stop... I don’t want to end like this, not now.” He whispered brokenly.
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“How do you want to finish?” I asked, having pushed his cock away from my mouth, but continued to caress it slowly. Jun sat up in bed and looked at me with a malicious smile.
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"You know exactly how I want to end..." he whispered brokenly and stroked my chest with one finger, slowly descending to my crotch. His finger continued to rise and fall all the way around the closure of my pants; making me go crazy with just that rub.
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“Who do you want...?” I asked with difficulty, feeling like the little self-control I had left was going to hell at that moment.
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“This time I want you to make love to me, Sho...”  the sound of his voice led me to madness, that simple caress had me super horny and I couldn’t wait another second, I wanted, I needed, I longed…
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I pulled away from him for only a few seconds and took off my pants and underwear. I leaned over the table to get the lubricant and returned to the bed again, taking Jun's face by the chin and kissing his lips in despair, showing him how much I wanted him in that kiss. He kissed me back in the same way, plunging his fingers into my hair and clinging to my body completely as his tongue brushed incessantly against mine, making me groan against his mouth.
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I proceeded to moisten his narrow entrance with the lubricant, filling two of my fingers too, before gently penetrating one of them, feeling as Jun's breathing was becoming agitated again. I was quiet, watching all his movements, because I didn’t want to hurt him.
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“Jun, if you’re feeling pain, just tell me...” I said in a low voice, penetrating him gently with a finger, feeling how inside of him dilated a little more.
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"Shh... don’t stop..." he replied between gasps, moving his hips slowly against my hand. Then I entered with a second finger, feeling as his entrance contracted again, squeezing my fingers completely. Jun groaned and smiled mischievously.  “I'm ready.”
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"Then..." I drew my fingers from inside him and settled back on him, moistening my erection with the lubricant and leaving his legs on either side of my waist. I helped him lift his hips, and little by little I began to penetrate him, looking into his eyes while I did; I didn’t want to miss a single detail, I wanted to see each and every expression on his face at that moment. Jun began to move his hips down and we both groaned in unison as soon as I was completely inside him.
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I took his hands and interlaced my fingers with his own, starting to move my hips slowly, groaning without being able to avoid it when feeling my cock imprisoned in his delicious walls; Jun was deliciously narrow and that was a bane for me. He moved his hips to the rhythm I marked him, brushing his lips against mine with every movement, making me go crazy.
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The groans of both filled the room, Jun moved his hips against mine, longing; his hands clung to my back as I continued to give him quick strokes, stuck in his body with fury, with that crazy desire to see him enjoy, hear him moan in that way, wishing him to the point of madness.
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"I missed you so much, Jun... I missed this so much..." I groaned, shuddering as I felt my partner bite my lower lip, pulling it firmly. And that made me lose control. I put my hands up to his legs, caressing them as I penetrated him fiercely, Jun began to jerk off his unattended cock, moaning haltingly. Judging by his expressions, he was about to explode, and I couldn’t hold it either. We always had fun for a long time in bed, but this time, both knew very well that it wouldn’t be so, since we wanted each other too much. “I love you... I never stopped loving you, and having you here, now... making love with me, makes me realize that now I love you much more...”
Jun didn’t answer.
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He simply kissed me passionately, digging his nails into my back, marking a sensual swing with his narrow hips, those hips that had haunted me since the first time we had sex.
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This time, it was I who brought a hand to his hardened cock, jerking off him quickly, feeling him tremble beneath me; Jun moaned against my lips, tightening my erection with his walls, arousing me more, as if that were possible... it was at that moment that I had the desired release, closing my eyes, whispering his name between moans, feeling as my body was dragged by an intense vortex of pleasure that drove me away from this planet; but when I heard Jun's groaning groans, and his warm fluid moisten my hand, I felt that I wasn’t alone in that heavenly place, that he too had accompanied me.
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Seconds later, I separated from Jun, taking one of the handkerchiefs from the box that rested on the nightstand, wiping my abdomen and my hand with it, Jun sighed and looked at me in dismay.
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“I’m sorry.”  He whispered.
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“No problem, I actually did this because I don’t want to get away from you.” I confessed, feeling my cheeks burn. Jun smiled and kissed my lips gently.
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Neither of them said anything else, he simply held me in his arms and sighed. For my part, I curled up against his chest, closing my eyes, letting his warmth and the sound of his measured breath lull me, falling asleep without realizing it.
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That was the best night of my life.
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But, for some strange reason, despite the enormous happiness that I had, I was afraid that tomorrow would come.
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When I opened my eyes, I was disoriented; my head hurt a little, and I knew that was because the sake I had drunk the night before was taking its toll. I yawned and stretched out in bed, careful to not wake my partner, but when I stretched out my arms, I realized something...
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There was no one by my side.
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Jun wasn’t there. I stood up, finding my underwear at the foot of the bed; I put on the boxers without any more and inspected the room with the eyes, hoping to find some indication that he was there, but there was nothing. He had left without telling me, without telling me anything, and it made me realize that what had happened the night before had not mattered to him, or that he had simply regretted being carried away.
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I went out into the living room with the stupid hope of finding him there, but no. His walking stick was not there, I was aware that he had left, what the hell was I still looking for him?
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I went to take a shower and while I did, I kept reliving what had happened between us. I felt an inexplicable connection as we made love, I thought things between Jun and I would gradually improve after this, but I realized that I was an idiot for thinking that, maybe now everything was much more fucked up than before.
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Then, I had concluded not to disturb him anymore. It was obvious that Jun wouldn’t forgive me, that his pride was much bigger than his love for me; that he had only had this uproar with me so that I would realize what I had lost, but he had no intention of returning with me, indeed, I don’t think he even intended to forgive me.
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That day I worked hard, which kept me busy; and in the middle of the afternoon, I had an emergency meeting with the producers of News ZERO; The day after tomorrow they would hold an International Congress of Economists, and obviously I had been invited to cover the story.
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At another time, I would have protested the suddenness of the event, but I had been personally chosen by the Minister of Economy of the country and I couldn’t reject that invitation. I had to leave Hamburg, Germany the next day, for about fifteen days; and being honest, I gladly accepted it, because what I least wanted now, was to stay here and think about Jun, or worse, to meet him.
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That night I was working late with my manager, fixing, postponing and even canceling some appointments and pending work, because that trip to Germany had been too unforeseen. As soon as I finished, I began to prepare my luggage and other things; I was so busy that I was overlooked to tell the boys that I wouldn’t be in Japan for two weeks, but I mentally wrote down to send an email to Riida, Aiba and Nino, telling him that.
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The days passed slowly in Hamburg, and despite being full of work, I always had time to think about him, when I used to talk to one of the boys, I asked about him, but as soon as they began to reply "too much stuff" about Jun, I suddenly changed the subject. Now it was me who was running away from him, now it was me who didn’t want to know about him, now it was me who found myself shattered.
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I had tired of fighting for Jun, and I just wanted to keep a strictly working relationship with him, that's all.
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“Are you going to tell me what happens between J and you?”  Nino asked one night as we talked on the phone.
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“It's okay, Ninomi. I just got tired of bothering him.” I replied with indifference.
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“Why did you get tired of bothering him? Well…” he sighed. "I think something happened between you and you don’t want to tell me. J is acting very weird too, and I know it has to do with you, for days he looks nervous and Ohno told me that he was looking for you in your apartment a week ago... will not you still tell me what the hell happened?”
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“You're a fucking gossip and nosy brat.”  Nino laughed loudly, making me smile. “Okay, that night we met, I ended up telling Jun what I felt for him, I apologized sincerely, and we ended up having sex... the next day, he left without saying anything, without any explanation, and I... I'm already tired of being behind him. Jun is not interested in forgiving me at all.”
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"What an idiot." muttered my best friend.  “Just give him some time.”
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“He already has it. He has all the time in the whole world, I don’t mean to bother him anymore.”
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“You got me worried, Sho-chan.” I heard Nino sigh again.
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“No need, everything will be fine. This isn’t going to hurt the group, I promise.”  I said in a firm voice, trying to convince myself more than him.
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“This weekend you'll be going back to Japan, maybe you see each other and everything gets fixed, who knows.” said Nino to appear optimistic.
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“I hope you're right, Ninomi. Thanks for everything.”  I smiled.
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At the end of the call I felt good, but not quite enough. But, a part of me wanted my best friend to be right.
Tags: angst, jun matsumoto, lemon, romance, sakumoto, sakurai sho, serial, smut
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