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Deeper and deeper − English Version.

Another smut... yeah, I know, these guys got me wrong, but I can't help it. I'm always thinking those kind of things with them. Anyway, I hope everyone like it. In case you found some mistakes I'll deeply apologize, English is not my first language.

Pairing: Sakumiya.
Genre: Smut, Romance, AU.
Length: One Shot.
Rating: NC-17.
Disclaimer: I want them, but I'm not Johnny Kitagawa lol
Summary: Nino feels lonely and is afraid. Sho wants to make him know that he's not alone.


“If you do not want me to be here, just tell me. You’re looking angry.” Ninomiya muttered in a whisper, watching the older boy as he removed the huge blanket of bed.
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“For God’s sake, Ninomi. As if it was this the first time you came over to sleep here...”
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“No, but I've stayed here three times this week. If you were going to have sex with someone, I fucked up.” Sho laughed after listening him and shook his head, patting one of the pillows before putting it in place.
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“The day you're going to interrupt me, be sure that I'll tell you.” He said with jocularity, turning to look at his friend.
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For Sho, it wasn't a trouble that his best friend went to see him, even though Nino slept more in his house than in his own, that did not matter to him in the slightest; on the contrary, it reassured him completely.
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They had been friends since elementary school and after finishing high school, Nino was diagnosed with Bipolar Affective Disorder and his life changed radically, to avoid euphoric or depressive episodes, he had to medicate. Even though he wanted to keep his best friend away from seeing him that way, Sho never left him; so now, in adulthood, the younger man still depended on him, and those nights when he felt bad or simply alone, came to his apartment.
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“I think lithium isn’t working...”
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“Nino, stop worrying. Admit it, you come to my house because you love my bed.” They both looked at each other and smiled. “Come on, come to sleep.”
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Ninomiya smiled and walked to the bed, pulled up one of the sleeves of Sho's T-shirt, which was a little loose and climbed onto the bed. He smiled again at the sight of his best friend covering him with the blanket; seconds later, turned off the lights and lay down beside him.
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“Thanks for dealing with me.” he whispered, embarrassed to the utmost.
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“Shut up and go to sleep. You know you can come when it pleases you.” Sakurai replied winking at the black-haired man. “Oyasumi, Ninomi.”
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“Oyasumi, Sho-chan.”
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Both closed their eyes and Nino turned on the bed, turning his back on his best friend, trying to fall asleep. Every time he was with him, everything was easier, he forgot the shame he felt for being sick, for being an emotionally unstable person and that at any moment he could explode and screw up everything around him.
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Being by Sho's side made him feel calm, he could feel at peace, quiet, and he could even fall asleep easily. He was always embarrassed to go bother him, but at times like that, he was glad to have his best friend by his side.
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The room was in complete darkness, the deep silence was annihilated by a moan. Sho, despite being sound asleep, could hear him. He opened his eyes quickly and let out a sigh as he saw Nino stirring on the bed, a little sweaty and breathing hard.
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He felt his heart break whenever he saw him like this, he was so fragile, so small, so helpless. Sho could see tears on his cheeks and came up to him, shaking him softly.
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“Nino, Nino... come on, wake up. It's just a nightmare...”  Sho whispered affectionately as he took him by the shoulders. “Come on, it's a nightmare, open your eyes, Ninomi...”
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Kazunari opened his eyes, trying to breathe normally. When he caught sight of Sho, he sat on the bed and hugged him, beginning to cry hard; were tears of rage, he hated himself for being so weak, so helpless... so useless. Every time he had an ugly nightmare, he would get like this, and more when he dreamed that he lost someone he loved.
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“I... I'm sorry.” He stammered with difficulty, feeling as Sho's arms cradled him. His face was hidden in the older man's neck and he heard him sigh.
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“You don’t have to apologize, you haven’t done anything.”
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“I’ll never let you be alone, I don’t let you sleep properly with my outbursts of drama queen, I do not...”
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“Kazu, none of that matters to me.” Sho interrupted him gently. "You're one of the people I love the most in the whole world and I would never bother to have you here and take care of you."  this time it was the black-haired man who sighed loudly. “Tell me, what did you dream about?”
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“I dreamed that everyone left me alone... I know, it sounds pathetic. I’m a man of more than thirty years and I’m crying because of fear of being alone, you can laugh.” Said the younger man with a sad smile. “My biggest fear is that you guys start to be busy living your own lives, and don’t have time for the bipolar madman who is now sad and five minutes later, full of euphoria.”
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"Nobody’s going to leave you alone, and it's not because you're facing ‘that’ situation.” Sho took Nino by the chin and raised his face, causing him to look into his eyes. “But because you are a unique person, you are special and even your sarcasm is cute. I could never leave my best friend alone.” Ninomiya remained silent, looking Sakurai in the eyes, completely forgetting the fact that his cheeks were wet and his own eyes red from crying. He closed his eyes and let out a sigh as he felt the caress of Sho's fingers on one of his wet cheeks. "I'll never leave you, Kazu..." he whispered.
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The younger man felt Sakurai's warm breath mingling with his and didn’t want to open his eyes, simply wanted to let himself be carried away by his senses. Now the brown-haired man’s left hand caressed his right cheek delicately and smiled weakly as their noses brushed softly. He opened his mouth to say something, but closed it again for fear of ruining the moment.
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Sho's lips brushed over his with subtlety, letting them simply brush against each other; Sho kissed him as if he were glass and was feared to hurt her. That kiss was a gentle caress that made Nino's senses intensify, but at the same time, it made him feel loved.
Seconds later, the smaller man kissed him back, letting his lips move greedily against his, searching for more. Sho smiled in the kiss and put his partner back on the bed while still kissing him. He brushed the tip of his tongue against Nino's lower lip, begging for permission, and feeling more confident as he felt the delicate lips of his best friend opening for him. Without thinking twice, he let his tongue into his sweet cavity and felt himself shudder as soon as he felt his touch against Nino, who was now kissing him more intensely.
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Kazunari's small hands sank into Sho's hair and a soft gasp escaped his lips as he felt Sho's tongue again brush against his. The older gentleman kissed him gently, and that was just making him lose control; Nino never thought that he would be doing that with him and on top of that, being like that with Sho would make him feel so good.
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They parted to find some air and looked into each other's eyes without saying a word. Sho tried to find a hint of regret or fear in him, but only found a look of begging, Nino didn’t want them to stop and he didn’t want to do either. He bent to kiss his best friend's neck, letting himself get carried away by what he really wanted; he wished he could kiss him for a long time, and now that he finally had the chance, he wasn’t going to waste it. He wanted to show Nino everything he felt for him and at the same time promise him a thousand things.
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Ninomiya bit his lower lip as soon as he felt one of the hands of his best friend enter under his shirt, caressing his chest subtly, starting a new gasp. Sho sighed and slowly pulled away from him, enough to take off his shirt, leaving it on the floor.
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This time the brown-haired man's thick lips settled on his chest, Nino felt lost as Sho's tongue brushed against one of his nipples; his skin was bristling and delicate gasps escaped from his lips that made Sho become more excited. The erection of the younger man was appreciated effectively against the tracksuit pants, claiming the attention of the cause of that state.
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Look at me... I'm here, with you.
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Sho positioned between the legs of the dark-haired, kissing him first with despair, moaning when Nino pulled his lower lip sharply, trying to unbutton his pajama shirt quickly and some awkwardness.
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The garment went to the floor, and the others followed, until they were completely undressed, kissing passionately as their bodies rubbed against each other. Sho closed his eyes tightly, opening them again to meet the intense gaze Kazunari gave him at that moment... he wanted him. He wanted him as much as he did, and knowing it made him feel a unique sensation of happiness.
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The room was literally on fire, perhaps from the heat of their own bodies, or maybe from the intensity of each kiss, every shared caress, every moan propitiated by them. As their lips continued together, one of Sakurai's hands was surrounding the black-haired man harsh flesh, giving him slow, tortuous caresses that made him shudder. It was impossible for Nino to maintain his rationality; the excitement was taking over him more and more; he couldn’t even keep his eyes closed and he was melting in gasps and sighs with only the kisses of his best friend.
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Sho bit the youngest's lower lip, pulling it with his teeth, increasing the rhythm of his caresses. His hand moved from the bottom up, grabbing the entire length of Kazunari's erection, listening to him groan a little higher as he moved his hips against his hand, seeking for more pleasure.
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Don’t be afraid, I will not leave you behind.
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The dark-haired arched his back, taking Sho's face to kiss him on the lips intensely, completely forgetting the feeling of unease and sadness that had come over him and surrendering to the passion that consumed him more and more. He had always had feelings for Sho, he knew it well and seeing that his best friend wasn’t indifferent made everything different.
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After being diagnosed with bipolarity, he had lost self-confidence, ceasing to be feeling wanted, throwing himself totally into abandonment and labeling himself as ‘useless.’ Something that he had stopped thinking at that moment, being beneath the solid body of Sho, who was gasping softly to hear only his moans. His best friend wanted him, he could feel it in his kisses, the way he looked at him, and Nino couldn’t take it anymore, he needed to feel it already inside him.
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“Sho-kun...”  he moaned.  “I need you now.”
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The brown-haired smiled before he stopped his caresses on Nino erection, taking possession of his mouth again, letting the two tongues caress each other avidly as he reached out for the table; opened the drawer and took out the bottle of lubricant. He separated from Nino, giving him a look full of desire that made the smaller man blush without being able to avoid it.
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“You're damn sexy. I don’t know how you do not realize it.” He whispered breathlessly, opening the bottle and covering two of his long fingers, also moistening his entrance with this liquid.  “Just look how you got me...”
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Sho's voice was a barely audible murmur that only managed to excite more of a hot Kazunari. As he felt one of his fingers enter his narrow entrance, he uttered a pitiful groan, closing his eyes and blushing completely. Sho slowly inserted his finger, adding a second as soon as he saw his lover begin to enjoy the friction.
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He kept moving his hips slowly, panting under his breath and staring at his best friend pleadingly. While it was true, he was beginning to enjoy it, but his body asked for more, he wanted him.
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He needed Sho.
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Feel me, I'm yours...
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Sho removed his fingers from inside him, nestling again between Nino's legs, taking them gently and surrounding them around his waist. They both looked into each other's eyes, smiling at each other before melting their mouths in a fiery kiss that left them breathless; Sakurai took its hardened cock, impregnating it with lubricant before driving it to the long entrance of the child. Nino wrapped his arms around his neck, taking in a breath of air, indicating to Sho that he was ready.
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Sakurai moved his hips, penetrating him slowly and letting out a groan as he felt his narrow, soft walls welcome him. Nino, for his part, moaned against his lips, moving his hips down, causing his cock to penetrate a little more.
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Sho began to move his hips with more impetus, completely filling the interior of Kazunari, who was trapped with pleasure, couldn’t do anything, except moan, be carried away by intense passion, feeling alive as never before.
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Sho, on the other hand, was watching each one of the expressions that his best friend made, realizing how excited he was to see him so horny.
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Both of them moved their hips in unison in perfect synchrony, their bodies glistening with sweat, their mouths brushing against each other, sharing the same breath, forgetting that there was a world out there, at that moment they felt that there were only those two.
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I will always be by your side, Kazu.
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Their moans filled the room, obliterating the silence that surrounded them, Sho moved his hips quickly, giving him a wild sting. He wanted to restrain himself, to be delicate, but he couldn’t... Nino and his melodious groans, his red, swollen lips, his innocent face flushed, made him lose his sanity, and judging by his own moans and the intense heat that was concentrated on his crotch, he knew he was about to explode.
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He left his body, lying on his back on the bed and taking one of Kazunari's hands, pulling him gently.
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"Come here..." The man smiled and straddled him, looking into his eyes as Nino took his erection with one of his little hands, leading him to his entrance and letting it inside again; exchanging his tender smile for an expression full of pleasure that made Sho himself moan at just seeing him.
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Nino rested both hands on Sho’s chest, starting to move his hips from back to forward, riding him slowly. Being honest, he did it by delaying the inevitable; he was at the limit and still didn’t want to finish, he wanted that moment to last for much more. Sho put both hands to his butt, pressing him against him and causing his cock to penetrate deep inside Nino.
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That was more than both could bear.
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Nino lifted a hand to his hardened, unattended cock, jerking off quickly. He was so erect that he felt a slight pain intermingled with pleasure, which ended up taking him to the end. With a long groan, he let himself be carried away in the spiral of sensations that dragged his body, feeling as his hand was impregnated with its own essence. Sho closed his eyes, murmuring unintelligible things from the incessant groans, letting out a grunt as he slammed into the black-haired for the last time, before pouring out his lukewarm fluids.
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I love you, Kazunari. And I'll always prove it to you.
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Sho watched Nino sleep peacefully in his arms and outlined a silly smile as he remembered what had happened hours earlier. Making love to Nino changed things completely, but he didn’t care if he saw him as calm as he was at that moment.
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And there he understood.
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He was completely crazy about him.
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He widened his smile, feeling a bit embarrassed. Maybe Nino said that he had lost his head as soon as he told him, but that was the truth. He was in love with his best friend and he was willing to do anything to continue to make him happy.
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“You’re looking like an idiot... close your eyes and go to sleep now.” Nino murmured sleepily, laughing under his breath.
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“I can’t, I want to see you sleeping.”
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“Stop being cheesy, the pathetic one who says those things is supposed to be me.”  Sho gave a chuckle this time.
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“You’re not pathetic, stop saying it.” He replied, kissing his cheek gently.
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“I like when you to do that, Sakurai.”
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“I can always do it, I like it too.”  Nino opened his eyes and smiled tenderly.
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“I like you too.” He whispered before stroking Sho’s hair, biting his lower lip. “I'm very sleepy now, but I want us to talk about it later.”
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“It will be like that.” Sho nodded.
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“You go to sleep too, stop looking at me.” They both laughed and Nino gave him a small kiss on the lips before closing his eyes, cuddling against him. Sakurai held him in his arms, closing his eyes and kissing his hair affectionately.
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Never again will you feel alone and lost.
Every day I will live to show you how much you mean to me.
And nothing is going to change it.

Tags: kazunari ninomiya, lemon, nc-17, one shot, sakumiya, sakurai sho, smut
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